Shock. Anger. Fear. Sadness. Hopelessness.
It’s hard to describe the barrage of emotions I’ve felt since finding out that I failed the bar exam on Saturday. After two months of bar prep followed by another month of anxiously awaiting the results, news that I’d failed came like a soul-crushing, blunt-force trauma. After putting forth so much time and effort in preparing for the exam, how could I have failed? Almost instantly, I found myself going to a very dark place.
Luckily, a few close friends and family members were there to talk me off the ledge. They let me know that it isn’t the end of the world, and that everything would be ok. Without them, I would be in a much worse headspace than I am now. So, in an effort to express my gratitude to the universe and pay their kindness forward, I decided to start this blog, Safe (Non)Passage.
My ultimate goal in creating this blog is to help others similarly positioned by chronicling my own experiences over the next several months, good and bad, positive and negative. I plan on discussing everything from finding temporary legal work to pay the bills to strategizing success for the exam in February. My hope is that Safe (Non)Passage will help others that have and will receive the unfortunate news that they’ve failed their exams. At the very least, I just want to let people know that they are not alone, and though we have some things to figure out, it’s going to be ok.
Yeah, life handed us a sack of lemons. So what? Let’s try and make us some lemonade.
Q
Safe (Non)Passage 
I’m proud of you Quinn and know your future holds great things. Big hug!
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Thanks Amy! Hope you’re well!
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Great blog article and I wish you the very best! I’ve been in this place and made some lemonade of my own. Attitude and perseverance were my keys!
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Thanks Andrea! I really appreciate it!
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Hi
I just got my results on Saturday (I am from Nairobi, Kenya) I can’t think straight. This stage is really hard. Your blog is motivational. Thanks you will make it through. I am still in the stage of figuring it out…. 😦
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I’m so glad you found the blog helpful and reached out. You’re right, this stage is especially hard because the shock probably hasn’t worn off yet. But it WILL get better. Just take care of yourself and don’t isolate. It takes courage, but allowing yourself to go through the stages of basically grief will lead you to understanding. You’ll find the resolve to go forward, whatever your plans are.
And please, feel free to message me if you need someone to just listen.
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